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Hello,

We meet again. I would like to wish all the best for all ze PMR candidates 2013. It's your turn. It's was mine last year. I'm sure you guys will feel like there millions of butterfly in your stomach when the time comes. It's normal baby. Trust yourself, recite some prayer and tawakal. Do your best, elak mistakes yang tak sepatutnya. If I can trust on you guys, why not you trust yourself? Think about it. There's nothing impossible. And one more thing, never give up till the last second you are fighting. Well, I'm gonna sit for my final exam a day berfore your PMR. This would me much tougher okay! But I understand you guys cause I'm in the same situation just like you guys last year. Good Luck. Pray for me. Duh I'm scared. Hmm that's all for now, bye love!

Chicky Boom!

Heyy, life is full of comitment. Nothing to complain cause it's just wasting your time.You have to move on. Get your decison right guys. Never ever regret of what you have done cause it's over. You will always have a better days ahead with friends and family. If you think life is never fair enough, you are wrong dear. It's that way cause life is fair to all. And one more living as a human in this world needs money. In order to get that you have to achieve something big. Study hard and get a good job. Though I'm not yet an adult who work but still I know how important money is for living. Besides you should have respect towards others. When we respect others first, then only others will respect us too. Same goes too loved and being loved. Like we always hear people said, what we give is what we get. Goodluck in your life guys. Love, Qilah. <3

Face à la vérité

Heyy, waddup. Life getting tougher I guess. It's much easier to continue living without any challenge. I've sat for PMR last year and Alhamdulillah 8A's is my result. All this while i've lost my seniors leaving for residential school. And now it's my turn. I'm offered to go to a boarding school and yes I accept that offer. After years I've been with all my friends and now we have to live apart. Since primary school kay I've been a student in the same school some more. This is hard. Nothing to regret. I'm moving to study not to have fun. Wish me luck guys. Love, Qilah.

Clock's ticking.

Appreciation. Random talk right now. Bila kita hadapi sesuatu yg susah mesti kita akan kaitkan dengan keadaan atau orang lain. Tapi kenapa? Kerana kita pasti itu bukan salah kita sepenuhnya? Betul ke? Soalan demi soalan. Cukup sekadar diri sendiri faham apa yang kita mahukan. Kadang-kadang kita sendiri keliru dengan apa yg berlaku. Redha dengan hati yang ikhlas adalah yang sebaiknya. Namun ia perlu lengkap dengan usaha dan tawakal yang secukupnya. Sepatutnya menjadi pilihan terakhir setelah membuat yang sebaik mungkin dengan redha dengan apa yang berlaku. InsyaAllah, pasti akan memberi kepuasan kepada diri dan ketenangan akan datang dengan sendirinya. Manusia merupakan hamba Allah yang diciptakan oleh-Nya untuk menghadapi ujian selama mereka bernyawa di bumi yang telah diciptakan dengan cukup sempurna. Alhamdulillah, Allah masih memberikan kita peluang untuk kita di dunia ini sehingga saat ini. Semoga hidup kita diberkati. InsyaAllah, amin ya rabbal aalamin.

Je me soucie

Kadang-kadang kita pilih untuk senyap daripada bercakap takut-takut orang terasa. Tapi macam mana kita nak jaga hati semua orang. Sejujurnya, I am the weakest at pleasing people, instead I will make people hurt. That's me. Too bad right. So yeah I am trying to work on it. It's not forever. But for sure, it takes time. I'm so so so sorry if I've ever hurt your feeling. If you are finding for someone that's perfect, it's just not me. So do forgive me. But now I know the best way to comfort other people is do NOT complaint things that you don't need to. I may not be the best among friend you had, I may not be the one who will keep your secret safe from anyone, I may not be the one who will be there for you at any time or anywhere, but I can promise you that I can be a good listener. :) Bye, take care.

Unexpected.

Holidays were great! I mean my holiday, what about yours. FYI, I'm in progress of decorating my room. Everything turn out well though there are still some issue that have to be settle down. Plan for ze holiday? Travelling to the north and south of Malaysia. Heeeee. :D One wedding ceremony to attend next week and my cousin's e-day next month. My life continues as usual although the routine of going to school has ended! Yeayyy! Ehem, just for this year. Hehhe. Praying for the best for the upcoming biggest event of the year, the day I am gonna know my PMR result. That feelings of nervous-ness of knowing my PMR result is much much much more nervous than the feeling I felt when I was about to take the exam. InsyaAllah, we will all sucess as long we do have that determination to be the best. Work hard and you will find it's worth evrything.

Inspired.

Truthfully, I am a such a lazy person. I hate reading books. Butttt, I love reading people thoughts. Especially on blogs. I spent my time on the net reading other's writing. Some of them just amazed me with their writings and I'll use it as a guide for me. It is such a great way for me to release all the tense away. Those writings motivate me to become a better one. So by reading this now you guys officially know that I am a silent reader. I admit that I am not good at writing something that will impressed others but all you have to know is I write cause I want to share what I think it's worth for people to read. Sometimes by reading others opinion in a particular topic makes me think twice of my opinion. Is it a good one or is it just to satisfy myself and let the problem settled as soon as possible? Why don't you guys try and read some writings on the net. It will make you feel that opinions from all of them who wrote are things that you should take note and improve on yourself too.

Whyyy?

Why? Why? and Why? It's been a while you always act this way. It's hurt y'know? You never compromise me anything and yet, you try to embarrass me infront others. Such a stupidity. Sorry to say, I get pissed off when you actually alwayS do that to me. Tears is such a waste to spend for you right? But what can I do? That's the only way I have. Byeee. :P

Deal with it.

Can I ask you something? As a student, how do you deal with the fact that your answer is wrong in your examination. Whenever the teacher say no to your answer, you have to accept that you are wrong. Am I right? Same goes to the situation of your daily life. What's the same? When people say no to something so, you have to deal with it. Get another people who will get a yes for you. And not keep asking and lastly just get the person pissed off. Find an alternative way for you to solve the problems. Stop hurting people please, I beg.♥

All Iz Well

My Free Meal Day turn out very well. Though raya ended but it was such a great celebration. It was fun celebrating it with family and friends. Thanks a lot to those who came. Enjoyed it to the max. Another celebration which going on next is PMR for the next two weeks. Let's do the best le 97's. 

A Day Which I Almost Forgotten All Those Problems

Hyeee, kenal Mia? Haa, she's having open house today. It was fun and great enjoying it with friends, juniors and seniors. This whole day was wonderful. We were gossippping, taking pictures here and there. Ya Allah, like seriously Qilah rasa kalau hari-hari macam ni memang awesome gila. Mana ada fikir benda lain, dalam kepala hotak ni asyik ingat nak have fun je, heee. :D

Merdeka!

It's the 55th year we are celebrating hari merdeka. Like always every school will celebrate it either primary or secondary. Today, my school have celebrate it. The performances was great especially sketch and dikir barat. Rugi sekolah rendah tak join. Ye lah kan, budak UPSR pun mesti nak laung merdeka sekali. Heee. :D Seronok kan diorang. Lepas ni goyang kaki, buku mari tolak jauh-jauh. I'm involve in dancing malay dance. Kind like forced but we enjoy participating. One way to reduce stress. Apekebenda sangat lah stress tu kan. Haha. Aqilah stress? Pelik sangat, baca buku pun sekali sekala. Weeee, :D Okaylah, enjoy some of these pictures. Byeee. :*

ありがとう

If I were given a choice, I wanna be the most happiest girl in ze world. It's September, and time to enjoy my birthdayyyy! Bila? Bila-bila yang korang nak lah kan. And now I do realize something very big. Kinda hard accepting it but life must go on. Hidup kena lah maju kan. Thanks to those wishing, praying for my best and support me very well. I was like a boneless girl and you guys just there in every inch of my body to support me. And thanks to the ones that give me a very nice gift. Appreciated it much. Tonnes of love from me for you guys. Bye. :*

This is what I received. Gracias. :*

Kalau semua nak menang, siapa yang kalah?

That's what 'coach' Convent Bukit Nenas cakap dekat kitorang. :P What am I talking about? Haa, actually my school went for a hockey competition on 3rd and 4th September. We had a lot of fun within these two days. We have such a sporting teacher, great seniors, a patient coach and mostly supportful principal. Walaupun kitorang kalah dalam game tapi bak kata atok yang ajar CBN "Kalau semua nak menang, siapa nak kalah?" and it's all true. Whatever it is we have done a nice game. Congrats to le champion of this year, CBN. Here you are some pictures when we went there, enjoyyy. :)

Gonna miss them next year. Tsk, tsk :')

Our team isn't complete without them. <3

l'excitation célébration

Hyeee, meet you again. Hee. :D To all muslims celebrating le excitement month, Happy Eid. My 1st Syawal was great with my lovely family. Just my sister have to work on that day. The most excitement thing in this raya month is "dui traya"! I am just fifteen and surely have the right of getting ze ampau. Hikhik. Kuih raya, rendang, ketupat, and many more awaits in every house. Plus, ramai yang buat open house and it makes my raya more special. Though I didn't went back to my parents hometown, but still I enjoy my raya very much! Love ya.

Those which complete my life. My sister isn't in this picture. :/